Life Update: When everything is screaming Rebirth…
24 hours in Perth and life threw me into a strange comedy of kicks in the guts…
First, all my calendars vanished!
This felt like one of my worst nightmares coming true. I spent 6 hours with Apple on the phone and in person. Bless their hearts, they tried so many things, and nothing worked.
Then, I get home and find that all my phone notes are gone, too. My to-do lists, any important bits of info I have saved over the past 5 years… all GONE!
As soon as I realised this, I felt so much anger.
And so what did I do?
I screamed and punched pillows like never before. Then, because I allowed myself to express the totality of the charge as soon as it came up, I was able to breathe, relax and adapt very quickly.
I started making a plan to have a better calendar system, and I started enquiring about potential commitments I may have made. Losing my notes was also an opportunity to start fresh. Almost like declaring bankruptcy on the to-do department and starting from scratch.
Suddenly, I was winning.
Then the email came: You’ve got 60 days. We are demolishing your house.
Shit, that one hit me a bit, too. So again, I allowed myself to feel the anxiety, using breathe & sound. .
The next morning, I realized: Wow, the timing could not be better. I am traveling so much these days, and I have 15 years worth of clutter in this house. I need this move, I need this fresh start. I’m excited for it!
These events would have completely paralysed and devastated me 2 years ago. Today it feels like an incredible and exciting opportunity to shake things up.
Don’t get me wrong, I imagine moving house will be hard. I’ve never moved a house in my life. I’ve been at the same place for 15 years and before that I was a backpacker…
So now, on the eve of my 40th birthday, I seem to be getting a nudge from universe.
To shake things up.
To take a leap.
To expand.
And I cannot wait to see what the next chapter will look like! ❤️
PS: A funny thing about these images? They were taken a day before this all unfolded… it was as if I knew there was chaos to come!
When we’re journeying through Tantra Counselling, Mystic Tantra Massage, or Erotic Massage, we get a transmission of a life style. We no longer resist life. We dive deep into it. We don’t ignore it, we express and release it. And we adapt.
We don’t escape from life. Instead, we return to the sacredness, wisdom and beauty within it.
I would love to journey with you! If this resonates, you know where to find me…
Much love,
K xx
